Hey..
Freakin sick and tired of homework I want to tear heads out..
Btw, who knows who is Atif Ali?
HE send me a weird message man!!!
He sent me, -" Hey..Hi.. How do you like our friendship.."
I was like: 0_O ??!! WTF?
Facebook is a big place.. Anyways, while im typing these very words, Facebook has refused to move its ass to work. Its undergoing maintenance..
Atif Ali, I do not know you!!!
Excited excited for the outing!!! :D

WAKAKAKA
Even Mrs _ _ _ _ going!!
And _ _ _ _ _ going to cycle, too!! I going to demand the eyebrow commercial from him soon!!!
He got picture of him in FB leh! go see! Very cute! ( ugly but adorable.) JKJK
NO really adorable! Just like a five-year old kid!

What?! Jun De got blog??
Ah, I'll bet he'll say nothing but stuff about games and videos.. Not like us, right??
(Haradas)

I do not know you. Yet, still, you seem to know me!! STALKER..! 999!!

Mrs Wang was uber-unreasonable this morning!!!
She evil xia!!
At one time I felt that Ah Gwee was nicer...
NO WAIT. .
They both are the same.

I hate messing around with friendship. And you better jolly well know that, freaking girl from the Student Exchange Program! I do not want to mess with you, so stop hanging around, pulling other's sleeves! Go rid your life if you hate it so much!
..........................
Why am i saying these things to someone I no longer care about? No wait, who was she?
Did I meet her?

-Ashley




Special Edition: Extra long Journey


Hey hey just came back from buddy trip! miss my buddies already.. too bad they left.
Anyways, the pics below are mostly from Marina Barrage as i could not take pictures while I was roller-blading, obviously...

Miss roller-blading like hell already..
My buddies are great! The only thing i don't seem to know about them are their: names.
I don't care. as long as i remember their face, then okay liao.
They were like " Ni yi ding yao da dian hua ke wo men!! "
We were like " O-oh. Ok."
They were so enthusiastic.. They are pretty good roller-bladers, too...
We were like, so damn paisey!
They bladed in so swiftly, we could actually feel the wind in our hairs ( mind you, we were wearing helmets...)

My buddy so cool seyy! We were gaped.....like this : o_O 8[] !!!
Her balloon skirt was like flapping when she " glided" into the rink.
We were like, practically idiots, sitting there learning how to stand up in the blades...
We so damn noob! I was like " Ooo. sexy."
Even my chibi buddy glided faster than anyone else.. i guess, maybe that's what i think.

Than, me and sheila were struggling... Me and huda, along with wan yu were holding hands,,, and we so drama!
Wan Yu: Come on! Believe in yourself!!
Me: Ahh help!!! Hold my hand, Wan yuuuu!!
Huda: Wan YUUUUU!! Stop touching me!! I falling!!!
Wan Yu: Jia you!!!!
Huda: Jia You, ashley!!!
Me: * struggling to get up..!
Me: Finally got up.

Next chapter:
Huda fails to balance, and Wan Yu is also having some kind of difficulty standing..

BTW, i fell down on my butt 4 times... And on the freaking same position xia!!
My legs, hand and face were black like soot after the event..
Jia Wei so hao lian, go and complain about his butt in front of me, who is practically screaming my mind out trying to hold back the pain in my left butt-cheek...
Jia Wei: WALAO, my butt so pain xia!!!!!
Me: You pain ah??????!!!! I fell down on my butt 4 times le!
Jia Wei: HUH! I fall down 5 times leh!!!!
Me:* refuses to give up..!*
Me: *lies, saying i was hit 6 times..
Jia Wei : ( Sort of changing the subject)
Jia Wei: i not lying le
Me: KK....

After a few sessions of body aching roller-blading, we went to drink..
Then Xian Wei was queing behind us to buy a slurpie at 7-11, but when he poured out the slurpie with the machine, it overflowed.. Then he ask me to help him with the slurpie.
Then, I opened lo.. Then slurrt!*
***********************************************************************************

Everything came out from the cover onto his hands and mine.. then I apologized.. Then he ask Huda,then we closed it.
then he said thanks, which was unexpected from him, whose slurpie was left with half..
SORRY, XIAN WEI!!

Jun De was so freaking irritating! He go irritate me in the bus xia!
Pull my hair, putting his phone so close to my ear, I can hear the Lady Gaga song ringing in my ear for minutes..
Luckily, on the way back to Tampines stadium, he was quiet, cos he fell asleep..
I fell asleep on Wan Yu's shoulder as she slept on my head.
Then the two boys behind us in the bus hit my head and brush their hands on our faces..
We were like " WTF stop disturbing us laaa!!!!"
i think its Kai Xiang and another unimportant guy..
i wanted to pull a tuft of hair out of Jun De's head when he was sleeping and feed it to the birds...!

Xian Wei was the most well-behaved guy in the trip! :D
Kudos to
Xian Wei!

Not you, Jun De, you perverted old geezer! D8

We ate KFC at about 4:45+..
Then we were eating right.. Then Wan Yu made us laugh out loud by saying that Mr Chan, who was sitting two tables from us to the left, was eating like a scavenger..
He was like " Chomp slurrp gulp snort chomp slurrp gurgle.." Then Wan yu claimed that she saw chicken peices spraying outta his mouth... Then we laugh then he stared at us with a doob goob face ( you know, like the " duhh-uh.. JOCKS)


then we said our final goodbyes to our buddies, and Ting En started crying for freakin no reason.. Unless he throw tantrum.. He snapped at me xia!
He say that he miss his buddy.
i don't care..
Anyways, he waved at me later anyways, at Tampines stadium.
For the love of god, Mrs Wang, stop giving us freaking homeowork!!
We don't even have a " Sam" in our class!!
!@#!@$?
is he a new pupil?!

Byee, hand painful liao
-Ashley-



View from Marina Barrage was breath-taking, wow!
Mr Chan!! We are here! The magic towel man!
Gather, people!

Jia Wei! Why are you kissing the air??Hello, Ms Chia! :D
My buddy laughing at the candid pictures she took of me.. ;D
Wan Yu and my buddy! :D Just like us!
Jiang Bo and his buddy! :D
My other cute buddy! Chubby cheeks, just like Vivian's!XD
Ms. Seah Wan Yu, who are you smiling at? :D
My sweet buddy! she gots braces, that makes her special!

Hey look! Its Ting En! Weather man!
Amazing cosplay ladies.... Or are they cosplaying??
My cute buddy! She so sweet..
Guys..? Yoo-hoo? Oh, enjoying the slurpies and gulps? Only Xian Wei looking at me.. Jia Wei looks as if Huda is a rapist..
Huda and her buddies! hahas
Me and my two buddies! :D Awesome!
You are on candid, guys! :D
My buddy, said to be the cutest. :D
Ting En taking picture of himself..Use my phone. LOL
Xian Wei smiling lols XD So sweet! Unlike the guy over there... I should have cut the rest too..



I am tagged to do this quiz by Huda.
Name a friend starting with letter A-Z(try to be in same class)

1.Ain
2.Bo-bo ( Jiang Bo)
3.Cheryl
4.Desmond
5.Elliot
6.Filzah
7.Goh Chau Li
8.Huda
9.Iqa
10.Jun De
11.Kaining
12.Lim Jovin
13.Mifzal
14.Nicole
15.Ogasawara Yu
16.Pang Jia Wei
17.Quek Wei Hau
18.Ryan Yeo
19.Sasha
20.Tricia
21.Usher
22.Vivian
23.Wan Yu
24.Xian Wei
25.Yuping
26.Zhi Yong

2) can R&S be together in a BoyGirl relationship? ans:Ryan is a woman hater, reminds me of Juggie. Anyways, Sasha is much much older than him!
3) How is L related to you? ans: Err. Hard to explain..Class buddy and servant? : D JK a good friend! ( But the servant is 25% true.)
4) Does Y know Z? ans: Yes they do.. They don't talk much, do they?
5) If C betrays you, will you kill him/her? ans: I'll be emotionally hurt. Not to mention:SULK
6) If K steals your boyfriend, wad will you do? ans: I don't have a boyfriend yet.. She is too close to me that I can't imagine her doing such a thing... And isn't she a man_hater??
7) Wad if B tell you tat he/she has a crush on you? ans: 'He won't. If he does, I'll decline.
8) Will you and M get into fight? ans: We don't even speak to each other that often..
9) Who does R have a crush on? ans: Like I said.. He's a woman-hater!! He's only 9! gosh*
10) If G calls you a bitch, what will you do?Ans: MOPE
11) What the relationship between you and E? ans: Pure enemies.. NAH, actually friends la. Same like his brother.
12)Who is I's best friend?Ans: Syarafana, Iyliana.
13)Who does Z likes? ans: Poker-man!
14) What colour does Y likes? ans: Don't know, don't really care.
15) Where does G live? ans: On Earth!
16) Did you and C have a fight before? ans: NONONO and I wish not to.
17)Who is H's best friend(s)? ans: I can't tell. You ask her la!
18) What can you say about T?ans: She's is my goddaughter and i cherish her!!
19) What if W tells you that he/she has a crush on you, you will..? ans: We are to close for that to happen. Even if she tells me she loves me, I'll tell her I love her too. HAHA



Tag 10 people to do this quiz:All the HFMs!!!!!



What about sunrise...
What about rain.........
What about all the
things that you said
we were to gain..........



Friends in p5/6

1.Huda
2.Vivian
3.Wan Yu
4.Kaining
5.Yu :D
6.Cheryl
7.Angela
8.Tricia
9.Madeline :D
10.Audrey
11.Wan Xin
12.Me!







































Hi! Just came back from the NE show today... NO more already... T^T

It was fun man!
At first, we gathered in school.
On my way there, I was about to cross the traffic light when i suddenly realized- The traffic light was down!
I was shocked. Then I saw Huda on the other crosswalk as we decided to meet.We waved, but we didn't really know how to cross. Cars zoomed in and out, so I scared. Then I called my mama, and she said cross with the auntie.
Then I saw one auntie there. So I crossed when she crossed. She stare at me loh! Me and Huda then walked up the orange stairs. HAHA
Then we walk to the canteen... We saw a lot of 5/1 and 5/2 pupils, so we decided to go village centre. Then Syiffi ( LOLS ) caught up with us. We three then walked to the village centre. then halfway , we felt the strong wind. My cap almost fly away xia!
We went to the field anyways.
We sent songs and pictures. I go fake Huda and Syiffi that Ms Halima was there. They turned around and were like " WHERE???!!!"
And then Huda wanted to scream in the middle of the field...
She horh...: D

Later, we went back. We saw Ting En ( my legal kor kor, because he BB boy and I brownie, so we brother sister YUCK) He irritate us with his SEDIA DIRI hand motions...
After 6 minutes or so of his torture we saw Syaqillah. She smiled at me and Huda and we joked around a little. We all were excited about the NE show..
We decided to go upstairs to the hall, and turns out MR Kiasu was already there..... ( EEEEEEEYUCKKKKKKKKEEEYUCK!) He sucks
We sat down and chatted... Later, Yu-chan-senpai came. She joked around with us and she partnered Wan yu, who at that time was not there.We waited and soon everyone else was there. We got ready and took our temperature... Then Huda gasped. She didn't bring hers lols! She frantic then took mine instead..And yes, it was clean!
Speaking of thermometers, Yu joked about the gun thermometers. she said a bunch of amusing stuff! ( can't really explain it in English. only Singlish.. LOL )
Later we went to the toilet before we left, then Yu ask me to let down my hair. So I did loh. Then those who didn't realize I cut my hair knew. They were like " Your long hair was better or " OH NO WHY YOU CUT!?" Haiz.. My choice wad!V_V[

Side stories : We all, Me Huda, Wan Yu , Yu and Kaining were doing funny acts! Wan Yu could bend her little pinky! Huda could ... DUNNO, but she was a good laugh!
Kaining could bend her thumb sidewards ( the other way ok??)
Yu could keep us laughing by asking " WHY YOU ALL CAN DO THIS ONE??!! I CANNOT!!!" She was practically squealing...
I could bend all four of my fingers flat.. Not really flat la but a little flat..HOHOHO
Lastly, we went to the sunshine room to collect our fun bags...
Then we got into the vus.. I got a yellow bag!
These are the people's bags i remember.
Huda and Cheryl: Purple
Kaining:Pink
Wan Yu and me: Yellow
Yu: Orange (RARE)
Muhd and Ridhwan: Green
Jun De: Purple (HAHA)
Jomarie: Yellow or green I think...

On our way, we saw buses from other schools.. i think I remembered Kong Hwa and White Sands...
When we reached, we have to walk to the floating platform. Then we walk like six flights of stairs all the way up man!
We 'chopped' a seat and we huddled in the small space..
That is, me Huda, Yu, Wan Yu, and I think others..
Audrey and Jun De were sitting in front.. Zhi yong also..
WE sat there for hours.. I think the show was a good one.. We enjoyed it and we fought with our "Hearts.."
As in our mechanical hearts lah! Later I show you pics..
And we screamed and shouted.. Yu brought her " lunch " so we sneaked a bite..
She cooked it you know?
Damn cool the bombs.. and the fireworks!
Sorry didn't take any pics of the fireworks! Not good to take out phone..
Anyways, I think you're bored now... So i fast forward!

~~~~~~~~ F A S T ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F O R W A R D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Suddenly at the end, a huge downpour!
We were wet.
Everyone was screaming and grabbing their ponchos and umbrellas.. I was like .. thinking...
So troublesome to take umbrella.. And poncho already wet.. No use..
And I have my cap!
So i just stood there, with Wan Yu.. We High-5ved with Yu and Wan Yu! Huda hates rain i guess..
Do you, Huda?
Later, I was like, OH WHATEVER LA! And I took off my cap, too. AHHH the rain!
WE were drenched fro head to toe, and we were freezing cold..
But, it was all worth it, as we could play in the rain! ( something i have not done in years..)
Later, we boarded the bus and had a chat.. Then mama picked me up from Tampines Stadium.. :D
That's all for tonight!

-Ashley-



I search for new opportunities..but.. oh never mind! Paris Michael Katherine Jackson! HOHOHO Green giant! I miss MJ! He was so important to me and others!
V_V
Never mind.. His soul will rest in peace..
You rule!
On the contrary..

• I feel sore..

• I like my new nickname! Ashley chan *sip* May! I like Huda's, Jun De's and others!

Long live MJ!
may he rest in peace!
He has two adorable sons and a adoring daughter!
For those fans, if ya wanna watch the other Michael, click this link!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jck_nM_1wPg&feature=related
this..is the other fun and sporting Michael... :D
He ruled the pop era back then!
He rocks!
RIP MJ
From, Ashley and your fans!



Happy Belated Birthday, Huda!:)) ♥
Hope you liked my prezzie .. Im bored and I dunno.. I hate sitting beside him.. He sucks like shit.. I hate him! He is SO kiasu and kiasi and he so irritating. Seriously, Id rather sit with Jovin or Ting En man! Id pay ten bucks, too! TO EACH ONE OF THEM... Even Wan Yu hates him! *sob*

By the way, tiring debate coming soon... Can't believe im being forced to do this...
And why did they have to cancel it?Couldnt they cancel it earlier??
WHY YESTERDAY???
Poor us.. Ting En I don't really care about.. Huda, Wan Yu, Jun de and Xian Wei...WE all so poor thinggs... :(( Friday we must hand over our research...shucks..
Don't we have a life?
We have school homework here!
....
.....
......
......
Forget it la...
Im tired anyways...
Debte debate debate...
*sigh*

-Ashley-





You told me to think it over...but..I see you happy everyday in school happy , laughing, but there is one thing different: You weren't laughing with us. What is our problem? Or are you truly forcing a smile? Because I don't think so. And, the thing that you were not innocent about is that, you didn't make your first move. Friends try to make up by apologizing.. In the end, you made her apologize first. If you still want to continue faking a smile, don't look at me for help. I can't help you any longer, because its not my problem. Only you can solve your own problem. So, take my advice and move on, man.
P.S: That way, its easier to forget the pain..
-Ashley-






Huda so naughty! :))



Top 15 friends are in 5/6 are:

1. Huda
2. Vivian
3. Valerie:)
4. Kaining
5. Yu:)
   
6. Wan Yu
7. Cheryl
   
8. Audrey
9. Angela
10. Tricia
    
11. Madeline:)

Can't forget the boyz!

12. Jun De (LIKE REAL) NOO
13. Xian Wei
14.Quack Quack
15... DUNNO, me? But I'm not a boy... V_V oh well, Jun De.. (I am SOO going to regret this...)



Daily Scrap from my life...

I went to school a little earlier than the others,as my mom could not let me be at home.. :)) As i walked to school, I saw Wan Yu waving to me. I felt relieved as i didn't want to me alone...I sat opposite her and I told her about my morning flight..She smiled and went over to the Noodle shop.I followed her and we each a pair of wantons.We munched and waited for the rest..Later,I realized I needed to go to the general office to talk to Mdm Mariah, Huda's mother.Wan Yu stalked me and we ended up walking together....:\ Then we talked to her mom, and we overheard the conversation she was in with her daughter.We knew Huda was on her way, so we sped for the back gate. We spotted her far far away, and waved..Then she so gong gong never see us until later.. :))

While waving, we saw Xian Wei's father and him walking to school..:))Later, big-headed Jun De finally arrived.. Then the sissy ting en didn't arrive..Guess he was sick LOLZ.. Anyways, we had a good time with Mrs Chan, who led us to the counseling room ( I guess..)Then we researched and found some pretty interesting things... Like Xian Wei found a point about Violence was caused by male T.V shows... o.0 And what was the percentage of women compared to men....:))Later we had our Math Olympiad.. I took a video as you can see below, just during our 15 minute breakk .. :))Angela's reaction to my camera-phone was so funny! check it out! Time 2:31 onwards!:))
That's all for today, lolss~

나가 동일을 더 이상 느낄 다는 것을 유감스러운, 아니라 나 진짜로 생각하지 말라. 나는 나가 변화했다는 것을 짐작한다. ♥

xX-Ashley-Xx♥












Im so happy both of you are together again..:))
Good job~



I will not give up no matter what....The fact that you refuse to listen to my words do confuse me,but I believe that there is a part of you that cares about her...And that you still want to be with her again...Tomorrow's a school day..So why are you so hesitant to go to school? She will probably be happy to see you again after so long..Don't you want to see her happy?I can't stand to see you in despair, so can't you do me a single favour and talk to her? Now isn't the time to argue over small things..I know you think she's in the wrong,but you aren't completely innocent either.She's too into love and it isn't supposed to be that way...So talk to her please..:))That'll help me alot. She will be in school tomorrow,so don't walk out of this.Ill be by your side, so don't worry,okay?You may think Ill break down at any momennt,but Im stronger than you think.♥♥Think about it..I don't want both of you to be apart..
I want the Harada family to be together again...

P.S:If you don't talk to her, who will?

♥♥xX-Ashley-Xx♥♥








100 truths about me! (Tagged By Crystal):)) ♥♥

001.Real name:Ashley Chan Sook May
002.Nickname:Harada Maguro-San/Hama-san/Maguro-san/Maguro :))/Ash
003.Age :12
004.Horoscope:Libra
005.Male or Female: Guess....
006.Elementary:Little Lamb Montessory XD
007.Middle school: SK (2) Jalan Meru,Klang; SK(2) Simpang Lima; Junyuan Primary School:D
008.RGS(joking)NOT YET LA
009.College :DOts...
010.Hair colour:Black and a little brown spill..
011.Long or short hair: Long
012.Loud or Quiet:Depends, mostly loud :))
013.Phone or camera:Phone yes,camera not yet..:
014.Sweats or Jeans:JEANS
015.Health freak:.............Not really....
016.Smoke or Drink:None, obviously,look Im 12!!!!
017.Do you have a crush on someone?:Yes,:))
018.Eat or drink:DUH
019.Piercings:Ear~
020.Tattoos:Nope, hate e'm.
021.Social or anti-social?:Social
022.Righty or lefty:Righty!
023.First piercing: 7, I think..
024.First Relationship:WHO CREATED THIS QUIZ???!!
025.First best friend:Mandy Tan Yu Man
o26.First award:Don't remember, but there was one. :))
027.First Kiss: My parents, other than that NO!
028.First pet: Mr Mocha Mocchona Chan!!:)) Mr Chino Cappucino Chan!!:))
029.First big vacation:Kelong?
030.First love at first sight:Not yet...
031.First big birthday:Last year.. (POOR ME)
032.First sport I joined:DID I?
033.First surgery: NEVER!
034.Orange or apple juice:APPLE
035.Rock or rap:ROCK
036.Country or screamo:whats screamo??
037.NSYNC or Backstreetboys:Backstreetboys.. Oh wait, neither.
038.Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera:Christina Aguilera
039.Night or Day:Night
040.Sun or moon:Moon
041.TV or internet:Both
042.Playstation or Xbox:Playstation
043.Kiss or hug:Both!
044.Iguana or turtle:TURTLE~~
045.Spider or bee:NONE
046:Fall or Spring:Fall..
047.Limewire or Itunes:Anything
048.Soccer or baseball:Neither
049:Eating:Anything
048.Drinking:Chlorophyll, ice water, cold water, coke.
050.Excited level:Tickle game
051.Im about to: Sleep..Its 12:14 in the morning...
052.Listening to:FM static-Tonight;Abba-Fernando.
053.Plan for today:SLEEP
054.Waiting for:Him♥
055.Energy level:Currently,12%
056.Thinking about someone:Him ♥
057.Want any kids?:NO
058.Want to get married:NO
059.When:He comes, Ill welcome him =D
060.How many kids do you want: 0
061.Any names in the moment?:Crystal Cheok :)
062.What did you want to be when you were little:A scientist, and I still want to. :))
063.Careers in mind:Artist,Pianist and scientist
064.Mellow future or wild:A little bit of both:50-50
065.Something you would never try:Steal money from mummy :))
066.When do you want to die:NEVER


What do you want in a boy/girl?

067.Smiling lips and eyes.
068.Romantic or funny:BOTH
069.shorter or taller:Taller
070.Protective or caring: BOTH
071.Romantic or Spontaneous:Both
072.Nice stomach or nice arms:I don't care.
073.Hooked up or relationship:Relationship
074.Trouble-maker or Hesitant:Whichever
075.Muscular or normal:Normal
076.Kissed a stranger:NOOOO
077.Broken a bone:Yes, my heart bone..♥
078.Lost glasses or contacts:Nope
079.Ran away from home:NOOOO, i would never do that!
080.Held a gun or knife for self-defence:Nope, my defence are my brains
081.Killed someone:No
082.Broken someone's heart:Yes..but she deserved it.
083.Had your heart broken:Yes.
084.Been arrested:NO
085.Cried when someone passed away:DUH
086.Liked a friend more than a friend:Yes.
087.Yourself:DUH
088.Miracles:When I was born :))Thanks mum and dad!
089.Love at first sight:NEVER
090.Heaven:A peaceful place
091.Santa Claus:Is not magical..
092.Tooth fairy:Dentist
093.Kiss in the first date:i haven't even gotten on a date before!!!
094:Angels:are real.
095.Is there someone you wanna be with now?:Yes, but not telling!
096.Are you seriously happy with your life?:YEs
097.Do you believe in God?:Depends....(Free thinker)
098.Who are you gonna tag to do this quiz?:My friends
099.When is your birthday?:22/10/1997
100.Post this as 100 truths and tag ten people to do this!

People tagged to do this quiz :))

1.Vivian
2.Huda
3.Kaining
4.Madeline
5.Valerie
6.Angela
7.HuiLing
8.Cheryl
9.Tricia
10.Celene

xX-Ashley:))Xx

Hello. On second thought, I think Ive got more to tell...
Now, Im sitting at my guest dining room, writing out my deepest thoughts...
Im puzzled at how quick the days pass by. Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up,I need your loving hands to come and pick me up..♥
And every night I miss you I can just look up,and know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight..♥
Im getting addicted to this song.. :)) Reminds me of US that time..Now we are all distant, apart,separated....
That time, when we had our Leadership camp, they were so happy and they seemed to be able to talk to each other..
Now,their ♥s are scarred and I don't think they will ever be the same together again..There was this phrase uttered by her..
Absence makes the heart grow fonder...Now..Is that true between you two? I dont think so...As Ashley, the carefree ,
happy-go-lucky girl has only one request: Please think of this ... I know both of you have a lot on your mind
about your Him's. Still, don't let that control your life. The change between you guys is because of them.Go home
and think of the mistakes you both have made.Do you think being apart with your close ones is worth it beacuse of THAT?
Im not sure if you understand me. Im not surprised if one of you suddenly hate me for this..But seriously:Think about this.
It'll seriously get a whole lot of weight on your scarred ♥s. I really hope this helps.


xX-Ashley-Xx




Attention this is an underline-to-read post...

Hello, everyone.
Im not so happy this year...I think there's a lot of stress coming up in July..
She's not so happy this year...so how can I be happy?
Exams are coming...Im sure next year I won't be in 5/6 anymore.......
What am I going to do? I want them happy and smiling again!
I want jokes to be heard in the hallways by us again!
Old times...That was then...Now we are separated by our own problems we can't seem to solve...
Anyways, Im rotting at home in Malaysia..Can't find much too do..Except play with my three
virtual doggies..That reminds me..Virtual...Maybe my sweet dream being in 5/6 is virtual..
FAKE. I just wonder: Did I start all this? Maybe I did....I think I might have caused all the pain in my friend's ♥.
I want to try helping, but somehow my mind doesn't function, its like i don't understand her problems.
Sorry. Im really really sorry for all the pain Ive caused you and your ♥(Heart). You have already lost something
close to you and yet you still stand strong.Im amazed at your strength to carry on.:)) I bet you know who you are.
:))....I guess that's all my mind can function to write today...><

xX-Ashley-Xx